Since you were gone
I never again was afraid
Since you were gone
I never again felt in place
Any rejection, I'm ready to face
Because I know now that anything
can be fixed unless is gone
like you are gone
Afraid of contact, never again
Feel no pleasure, feel no pain
Not a thing I think I'll love
'cos love I think is fear of losing
Since you were gone
I never again was afraid
Since you were gone
I never again felt in place
I feel courageous, I feel free
Because I know I can be me
And no matter what people see
Reactions won't bother me
I lost you for the eternity
eternity that I now feel
And everything I try to be
I am, because I don't care if I'm not
Since you were gone
I never again was afraid
Since you were gone
I never again felt in place
Anything that I did towards you, was super calculated. Because, no matter what, I never wanted to lose your friendship, in first place. Despite being away and separated for so many periods of ours lives, you were always there, in the corner of my head, like a safe place that I could always go. You were always there. But then, one day, you were not.